Connecting with Hester

Once in my life time I wasn't invited to my friends birthday party. He made out like I was his best friend and when his party came around I was the one that wasn't invited. I then felt like I had been played. It was like I had no friends. Then one time I had a girl friend and she said everyday that I was the only one in her life. Then valentines day came and she got her $600 pair of ear rings from me and said its over loser. Later that day her and some dude was tied up in the hall. I felt horrible.